Doublevision

Is it the fact that I'm a Gemini that makes me so indecisive. My mind flips back and forth between pursuits. Which direction do I go? One side says business owner another side says tattoo artist. They can fall in a similar realm but for some reason seem different. I desire to help and provided a service that empowers those to heal themselves, considering a wellness/float center. Which can expand to offer much more to the community and involve arts. The other hand I see tattooing as an expression. I have a desire to create art and enjoy taking ideas and creating images. After getting the necessary experience I can start my own shop in my home town or near by, as well as, travel and always have a skill set to support myself and family. But why not both. Things I read and listen to say if you want to be great pick something and commit to it. But then again the indecisiveness seeps back into my mind hindering decisions. Do I give myself too much free reign to make up my mind? I have a general direction, but is that good enough to stumble onto a found desire? I also juggle the idea of travel. Wanting to take off a month or more, depending on things, to gather myself and find that which dwells inside dying to break out to be expressed. Which way do I go? Can it all be incorporated? The troubles of today leave us with so many options and the idea we must maximize life, but when does it become too much to handle? When does it become a hindrance? Could this struggle be an example of self obsession?